I feel that Mr Tortaise is laughing at me.
Probably Im laughing at myself.
How can anyone be so stupid.

失去的痛。
如果没有拥有过，我就不会感受到没有他的痛了。
我知错了。
知足。这样最好。我不敢在期望甚么了。。

The end, but to be continued…

Not anymore.
On the last day on my 4th year, she says, “Next year will be better. we will tour europe, go melbourne cup, go commerce ball. we will do everything that we have not already done. We wont be sad and loney anymore.”
It keeps me more motivated to suck it up for one more mth. [...]

Although my tears still well up pretty often nowadays, I think its okay. I should stop thinking and start noticing the people around me and start doing. Time doesn’t wait for us to feel better, we need to catch up with them and live it to the fullest.
There is no shame in fearing lonliness. [...]

Try harder

Really… I’m so bloody bad at keeping myself away from… thoughts….
This is my daily routine.
I wake up, shower, change and out.
I lost touch with my house.
Or rather, Im afraid to stay home.
When all you hear is the music in your playlist, the trams, the keyboard and your own breathing, you tend to drift [...]

i dunno

The tears wont drop le, the anger is gone le and it just seem so selfish to continue being sad when im with other people le… so… tell me what to do..

Mr tortoise

greetings from Mr tortoise

Greetings from Mr Tortoise, man of the car who always looks so helpless. He sits on the front seat of my Toyota all the time; ensuring my safety but never ever helps me out when I need him. I dont blame him though because as you can see…he is already hopelessly helpless himself.  [...]

smiles are contagious

If u put a moody person in a room full of people who are simply smiling or laughing at some random jokes… sooner or later, the moody person will reveal his/her smile as well…
Smiles are so contagious.
its good.
I always believe that you should never ever complain together with a moody person when his/her tell you her problems/worries. A [...]

we all adapt

A friend asked, ‘Can you imagine me staying in KL?’
After soooooo many years, we are all so used to Melbourne lifestyle.  It feels like home even when we all know bloody well that its not; the stress free environment, the laid-back life, the city where everybody gets his/her personal space and the time to sit down [...]

Commercials

I love watching commercials and its simply amazing how much emotions a commercial can arouse sometimes…
Because sending people off is always painful but United airlines make it better..

Although Im not an australian, I feel a sense of pride simply hearing this song… imagine how much patriotism it arouse for Australian…
Quantas “I [...]