失去的痛。
如果没有拥有过，我就不会感受到没有他的痛了。
我知错了。
知足。这样最好。我不敢在期望甚么了。。

The end, but to be continued…

Not anymore.
On the last day on my 4th year, she says, “Next year will be better. we will tour europe, go melbourne cup, go commerce ball. we will do everything that we have not already done. We wont be sad and loney anymore.”
It keeps me more motivated to suck it up for one more mth. [...]

Although my tears still well up pretty often nowadays, I think its okay. I should stop thinking and start noticing the people around me and start doing. Time doesn’t wait for us to feel better, we need to catch up with them and live it to the fullest.
There is no shame in fearing lonliness. [...]

Belonging needs. Muacks~~

Because I’m either in the library, the spot, the lab or cafe looking at management or marketing, i try to apply what i have read to understand my behaviors and others.
Motivational theories say that people are more likely to feel more satisfied and hence, happy when their belonging needs are fulfill. The way I [...]

Try harder

Really… I’m so bloody bad at keeping myself away from… thoughts….
This is my daily routine.
I wake up, shower, change and out.
I lost touch with my house.
Or rather, Im afraid to stay home.
When all you hear is the music in your playlist, the trams, the keyboard and your own breathing, you tend to drift [...]

Happiness is about being satisfied

 
 
It makes my heart warm everytime I watch it..

i dunno

The tears wont drop le, the anger is gone le and it just seem so selfish to continue being sad when im with other people le… so… tell me what to do..